Hey world I’m back !!!!!! Its already been a hell of a month. My temper is short and I’ve been a pistol. Like Sade says in one of her songs “I’m loaded don’t know where to point this thing!!! got a bullet to spare to kill my desire.” Anyway.
My daughter turned 15 on April 6 th and all I did that day at work was remember when I had a real family of my own. You see my child, my love child was no accident we planned to have her. It started with just us and then that April morning in 95 we became a family. My love child’s father really loved me and still does to this day. But somehow we lost ourselves in a dream or maybe some kind of fixed reality. At times I feel like if we take a clear look at the very beginning, we could really remember that moment, that spark. At the young age of 15 I knew he would be the father of my child. Damn, isn’t that crazy. How is it possible to know these things off of one single glance. The planets lined up just for Chooch and I and then 5 years later Yasmine ZaaharahJackson came into this world and said “WHAT!” One thing I’m certain of , no matter what, Azam and I will always be!
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I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY ME N MY MY LOVE WHEN I GLANCE AT HIM I JUST KNEW HE WAS DA 1 WE HAVE 2 GURLS N A GRANDBABY I THOUGH MY DREAMS HAD CAME TRUE WE WAS SO IN LOVE WITH A FAMILY THEN YRS LATER IF ALL FEEL APART BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE I NEVER REALLY MOVE ON WAS MY HEART N WORLD N TIL THIS WE NOT 2GETHER ANYMORE I NEVER TOLD ANYBDY THIS BUT I STILL LOVE HIM N WILL TAKE HIM BACK IN A HEART I GUESS IN DUE TIME I WILL GET OVA HIM SIKE IM JUST FOOLIN MYSELF N THERE’S NOTHING LIKE A REAL FAMILY N I MISS THAT SO MUCH N THAT HOW I FEEL IN MY HEART WE WILL ALWAYS BE BUT I DNT SHOW READIN YOUR BLOG N MY COMMENT GOT TEARS COMING TO MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY ME N MY MY LOVE WHEN I GLANCE AT HIM I JUST KNEW HE WAS DA 1 WE HAVE 2 GURLS N A GRANDBABY I THOUGH MY DREAMS HAD CAME TRUE WE WAS SO IN LOVE WITH A FAMILY THEN YRS LATER IF ALL FEEL APART BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE I NEVER REALLY MOVE ON WAS MY HEART N WORLD N TIL THIS WE NOT 2GETHER ANYMORE I NEVER TOLD ANYBDY THIS BUT I STILL LOVE HIM N WILL TAKE HIM BACK IN A HEART I GUESS IN DUE TIME I WILL GET OVA HIM SIKE IM JUST FOOLIN MYSELF N THERE’S NOTHING LIKE A REAL FAMILY N I MISS THAT SO MUCH N THAT HOW I FEEL IN MY HEART WE WILL ALWAYS BE BUT I DNT SHOW READIN YOUR BLOG N MY COMMENT GOT TEARS COMING TO MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!
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