26
Aug

Iron Rose

Posted by Joh'Vonnie in Poetry

Different aspects of myself fight with one another.

Making it difficult to distinguish what im really fighting for.

I feel the need to go within to gain more knowledge of my new divinity.

Surrounded by negativity I am entrapped.

If I were to look up I could see my way out but for some reason I choose not to.

I choose to look at what’s in front of me.

But through it all I have the renewed awareness of the nature of passionate love.

I have creativity and sexuality.

I am pleasure and pain.

I am the product of the sea and the sky.

I am the fire and the water.

I am the Moon that has come to this place we call Earth.

I am the un-complicated version of the thing we desire most but fear deeply.

I am love.

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joh2

16 Responses to “Iron Rose”

  1. Destiny Said,

    Love it it is just pure beauty im so excited for this site i cant wait for the book or next entry
    Peace love and Success

  2. destiny Said,

    It is pure beauty love it. Can”t wait for the book and journals im really excited about the whole thing love the poetry. It is a really goood idea im hooked lol
    peace love and success

  3. Gabriel Said,

    Love it, maybe i can share some poetry with you as well :) …looking forward to other penned thoughts from you :)

  4. Alexandra Said,

    I fail to understand your purpose for trying to establish association with the famous Jackson family when clearly NONE of them want any association with you, and have withheld any validation of you as a sibling Period. You are the bastard child of Joseph Jackson during his acts of dishonesty, adultry, and infidelity. It’s not your fault it happened that way, and the Jackson Family shouldn’t have to pay for Joe Jackson’s sleeping around with any Groupies who gapped their legs.

    Until the “real” Jackson Family see’s fit to acknowledge or include you in their conversations, it is the height of ignorance, insensitivity and intrusion for you to impose upon them. In fact, the reason that you are or have will probably seal the deal that you’ll never receive acceptance from them, which I’m sure that’s what you’re after. Otherwise you’d never have placed the Jackson’s famous work on your webpage.

    I feel sorry for you really because you’re a victim of circumstances beyond your control … but such is life. Therefore you need to get on with it instead of trying to live your life through hopes and dreams of the real Jackson’s which you can and will never be.

  5. Joh'Vonnie Said,

    To Alexandra
    Thank you for your honest opinion! As far as your ingnorance, I cant speak for that. Thats something you will have to take up with your mother..If you are going to be negative do not visit my site..Thanks honey your a Doll!

  6. Marisa Said,

    Wow. I cant believe what I just read. Alexandra…Just wow. That’s a lot of ASSumptions you made there.

    Mrs.Jackson,personally, I love everything that you have on this site. You are an excellent writer and good at illustrating your feelings. I appreciate it so much. You’re a talented beautiful. Please stay strong and keep your head up. You’re an inspiration to me and I will be frequenting your site.

  7. Joh'Vonnie Said,

    Hello Marisa,
    Alexandra is Bananas but whatever..Thanks for visiting my site and thanks for sharing your thoughts..Take care of yourself! Peace and Blessings

  8. Lisa Said,

    Joh Vonnie ,Hello stranger! Girl you know that children are never responsible for who their parents are. It is the parents responsibility to love and care for thier children and try to give the best they can of their love. I personally think that you have gotten a raw deal. I was born into a similar stuation. My parents were both married and parents of large broods when they met and fell in love. They stayed together and raised me together until my fathers death when I was 10. I know that I was resented from my siblings on both side.I always felt hated and unwanted by them. I know that my Mother and Father loved me. But I always felt like an only child even though I had numerous brothers and sisters. One thing I know is that a child does not have a choice who their parents are. A child is innocent. I personally always wished we could be one big happy family but that was never going to happen. I am now 43 and all I can say is that it is their loss. I am good person thanks to my parents giving me an optimistic view of life.

    I think that you should find your happiness and just live your life. You dont need the Jackson’s to acknowledge you or accept you to validate you,You are Gods creation.God Bless you.

  9. Joh'Vonnie Said,

    Hey, Lisa. Thank you so much for stopping by. Your words were very touching. I stopped harboring ill feelings years ago and I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m going to love my family no matter what. That’s just me and that makes me feel good on the inside, but its nice to know that there are other kindred spirits out there. Again, thank you for visiting my site. Take care of yourself and be strong. Love Joh’Vonnie.

  10. Lisa Said,

    Hi Again, Ive enjoyed your site and I thank you for your response. I dont mean to sound ignorant but are you going to get published? You have wonderful prose. I sure wouldnt be surprised if you had a great response to a book if you ever wanted to give it a try.
    I think that Joe Jackson deserves a little more respect than he gets. After all it was his determination that gave the world such JOY. I am sure that he was tough but I know first hand that evey parent makes mistakes and raising a good family in this world is not an easy thing. He is an old man now and I think that its sad that people sit back and make judgements about him instead of focusing on all the good that he was responsible for.Just my opinion. Peace and love.

  11. VIcky Said,

    Hey Joh vonnie, i love all the jacksons. and facts state that u are a jackson. even if u are a “bastard” child, mannn i say who the hell cares bout that, facts are u got the jackson blood running through ur veins, man i love ur page keep it up. and i love ur brother michael with all my heart peace be with u and your fam

  12. Joh'Vonnie Said,

    Awww Vicky, Thanks. wink wink Joh’Vonnie.

  13. Tenika Lowe Said,

    I listened to your music and read your poetry you are very talented. Just a word of encouragement. God makes No mistakes!! You are here with a reason and a purpose. God Loves you.I am in a simular situation. I am the oldest of my father kids and am at least 6 years older thatn the rest. He accepts me fine his other kids and their mom not at all, and his sis and brothers for get about it. But I Got the last laugh. I am well educated and very happy in my life I love god and my family. I AM BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE as are you dear.
    With The love of GOD for you Tenika

  14. Joh'Vonnie Said,

    Thank you sweetie and I do know that Jehovah saw fit for me to be here. I too agree that he makes no mistakes. Keep on triumphing. Thanks for stopping by. I hope you come back and leave another comment. Big congratulations to you and much success.

  15. Melissa Said,

    Hi Joh’Vonnie, I stumbled upon your site accidentally and was moved by what I found. Your poetry is really beautiful- I hope you post more. I think that your siblings feelings towards you are probably a reflection of trying to protect their mother, whom it seems that they all adore. Anyway, I just wanted to say hello and give my best wishes to you. Keep your head up and stay proud of who you are- your name doesn’t define you.

  16. CREOLE AKA ISYS Said,

    HELLO
    THIS IS A VERY RAW AND PASSIONATE POEM ,YOU HAVE A GIFT. ALL OF THE JACKSON KIDS ARE BLESSED WITH TALENT, PEOPLE SAY ALOT OF THINGS ABOUT YOU, BUT I THINK ITS ADMIRABLE THAT YOU DON’T GO AROUND HOUNDING THE SPOT LIGHT OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT YOUR HUMBLENESS SHOULD BE APPRECIATED. I DONT KNOW WHY PEOPLE ARE SO HARD ON YOU ITS NONE OF THEIR BUISNESS ANYWAY TAKE CARE !

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